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Friday, June 29, 2007
It has been a long time since my last update.Yep!!has returned to camp le...2 wks alr..after returning to camp, dun really have time to cum online leduno y, army dun seems as fun to me as compared to the past.i used to look forward to go camp everyday...even wen i'm on MC, i wanted to go back n c c look look.bt after my return, i dun really look forward le.mayb is becos many things have changed.A lot of the familiar faces are no longer there.bt there's one face tt i hate to c is still there!!haha..Everyday i only have abt 4-5 hrs of slp.so worn out till can fall aslp wenever i sit dwn.nevertheless, tireness is nt a reason well enuff to deny responsibilities.these responsibilities seem so wide n heavy still..my job is to serve everyone in my MTL.Wenever there's personnel looking for me, they expect me to do sumthing for them.bt i could nt satisfy everyone immediately..things dragged on n ppl lose their patient.reminds me of the game" Diner Dash".haha!!bt i have only a pair of hands. hw many things can i accomplish?wat made it worse is the failing memory of mine.i find it hard to recall things tt r tasked to me...hate such feeling man..so nt organised..worrying of missing this n tt..after much tot, i realised i have been giving favours to everyone tt approached mein the end made myself so bz n worn out.sum ppl even dun appreciate or shld i say dun understand..tt's sad to say bt wat can i say?ppl alw say it's my job..i have to do it..suck thumb lo...everything in the MTL can be linked w admin..so everything gotta do w me...i cant say it's nt my job...even simple thingy like answering or making a call is my job.i dun believe only clerk can do tt lo..it's the mentality tt matters ba..stm sumthing can be done easily by urself, y wait for me to do it for u?i really dun get it..Everyone likes to push their wk ard..i push to u, u push to me...sum ppl even like to mark ppl's words...superior tasked sumone the job, den the job is his job.he die die also muz do the job..even if he's too bz for the jobwat abt the others? Chatting, playing games or slpingcan there be more helpful ppl ard?or issit the excuse for ppl to slack?felt all these from camp...kinda disappointed..i'm nt motivated to work..seriously...However, once again, all these r nt excuses to deny my responsibilities..Can all these improve? As least be4 i ORDi wan to leave the place w fond memory..n nt all these craps.
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